Myself

Myself
Underneath me
in my skin
tying knots
in my cutting words
you're leaving me
for your own good
let yourself
look inside me
maybe you can untwist
the lies from the truth
and the fate from the riddles

my soul is waiting
wanting you
erasing myself from
my own memories
you make me sick
'cause i'm in love
and left for dead
am i not smart enough?
not pretty enough?
slim enough to
hear your words?