Emotional bruises

Emotional bruises
How do I word this?
Was about to write you this letter but it was just curses in cursive
You probably deserve it
But that's so impersonal
Should tell you in person
I hope it don't hurt you but then I've been hurt too
By you

The truth is
All you do is leave me emotional bruises
You're calling me up to link up and
Figure shit out
Know doubt, time's out
We never figure shit out
I can't do this no more
You call me on life support
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
It's the third second chance that I've given you
For the first time
Let this be the last
Fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that I've collapsed
Into your arms
It's so hard but for the best
For the first time
Let this be the last
This vicious cycle
Is driving me psycho
I'm anxious
Need someone to come check my vitals
One minute I'm leaving, the next I forgive you
You're calling me up to link up and
Figure shit out
Know doubt, time's out
We never figure shit out
I can't do this no more

Cutting off the life support
'Cause this is the fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that we've relapsed
It's the third second chance that I've given you
For the first time
Let this be the last
Fifth time I've taken you back
It's the fourth time that I've collapsed
Into your arms
It's so hard but for the best
For the first time
Let this be the last
Please, please
Let this be the last
No, it's gotta be the
Oh, it's truly
The last