Holding On To Heartache

Holding On To Heartache
You said I'm holding on to heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holding on to heartache
You should be staring at the sky
The birds just passing by love

The wind held us up but
We knew that all would change
Creates the strangest feeling
Just slowly waiting for the end
I still have dreams about it
The moments as they came
The moments never shown to us
Because we faded into darkness
I can still hear a silence
I can still hear a clock that's ticking
You said I'm holding on to heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holding on to heartache
You should be staring at the sky
The birds just passing by love
Holding on to heartache
The nights they change in seasons
Become the strangest days
I called you twice but then regretted it
And changed my number
The questions that I'd ask you
"Where did it all go wrong?"
There's endless versions
Of the thing that keeps me
Drifting back to darkness
I can still hear your silence
I can still hear a clock that's ticking

You said I'm holding on to heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holding on to heartache
You should be staring at the sky
The birds just passing by love
You know the party's over
When you're standing in an empty space alone
And time can always heal you
If you let it make its way into your bones
Nothing's ever easy
To be honest I'm not easy on myself
The second that I see you
The space between us just comes flooding back
You said I'm holding on to heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holding on to heartache
You should be staring at the sky
The birds just passing by love