Masturbation

Masturbation
Everyday is a vivid nightmare,
ever since I left the highchair
waking up to miss the school bus
breaking up again is too much

Everything I did was no good
close to so good but, always no good
even if I changed is my destniy the same
Maybe I'm alittle sensitive & high-strung
mentally abused when so young
Ive heard it all before
Critisim I ignore
It aint enough to be myself and be free
Stand on this ground that lies beneath me
Life is always so cold then so hot
DON'T UNDERESTEMATE ME BIG SHOT
CHOURS :
(SCREAMING HEAVY VOICE)
Don't need these conversations
They feel like masturbation
To much antisapation
Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up
I make my decisions,
based on your reactions
To get my satisfaction.
Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up
See I'm the boy that made things happen
Driven by complet compassion

I'm always thinking about tomorrow
But today is where I'm learin'
from my mistakes form,
lessons that just keep on burnin'
I'm easily amaused and just as easily confused.
Maybe life aint much worth livin'
but its the gift that keeps on givin'
No matter what your delt
and no matter how your felt
Think about the time that we had zero prolbems
Everyday could last forever
But life burns so cold and then hot
DONT UNDERESTEMATE ME BIG SHOT
CHOURS
And soon you'll see
how fuc*** up the truth can be
A friend in need of you and me
It's so much easier if you JUST DON'T CARE
Shut it up, shut it, shut it, shut it up
Look at my face
(look at my face)
Don't treat me like innocence & think that I can't see though your
plasticness.
Don't pretend that you comphrend & think that I can't tell you've lost your
place again.

It's all good
It's all right
Now I'm realizing who I'm dealin' with
repeat 2 more X (louder each time)
And soon you will see how fuc*** up the truth can be!
There it is you guys, sorry for the spelling I'm typing fast!