Harden

Harden
No cap
She let me leave me, I gave her a reason
She don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me
She don't wan' believe me
I tell her it's cool, I'm already freezin'
My heart ain't even beatin'
It's time to the repeat, put me on speaker
He told me to keep ya'

I know I ain't perfect, I shouldn't need to work on
A ni*** been workin', I know you uncertain
You ride for me and I drive you crazy
I know I've been swervin', I know you've been nervous
I know I've been reckless, now you all heartless
And I was all worthless, I don't deserve it
You don't deserve this, I turn the blessin' into a burden
I'm really sorry, I know I don't fix it
A ni*** been wishin', that I go reverse
And I know I don't helpa and I know that I look selfish
And looks are deceiving, but you lookin' further
And you lookin' past me, I'm just a hazbin
How did this happen? What is the current?
What should I
You actin' like you've never been in love, like you just a tourist
You was the purest, 'til you got curious
You know that love don't come with insurance
I blame the juries who put me on trial
They was sick of your smile, now we just cured em'
That got me furious, people that knew of us
Tell me "They sorry", I said "That made two of us"
Wonder what ruined em'
Wonder how beautiful you look at your wedding while I'm at my funeral
Goddamn

Love me or leave me
She let me leave me, I gave her a reason
She don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me
She don't wan' believe me
I tell her it's cool, I'm already freezin'
My heart ain't even beatin'
It's time to the repeat, put me on speaker
He told me to keep ya'
I tried to call, but I couldn't reach ya'
You blocked my number
I feel like— James [?], you block my jumper, goddamn
Who you lovin', who you wanna be fuckin'?
Since it ain't me, just tell that homie "He lucky"
I only for nothing', I'm staring' at the phone and the buzzer
To call em' to come in
I'm starin' at the walls, I'm been punching' these walls, did me nothing'
I'm thinkin' about the ball I've been fumbling'
When stars where abundant
This shit happend and all of the sudden
The tallest start flushing
Try to avoid the confrontin', the joy, the consumption
Where outside noises seduction, it's harder to function
Look up at the angels, they hoverin', they show me the light
They told me that I know that I'm wrong, but I don't know what's right
Goddamn

You must hate me
Love me or leave me
She let me leave me, I gave her a reason
She don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me
She don't wan' believe me
I tell her it's cool, I'm already freezin'
My heart ain't even beatin'
It's time to the repeat, put me on speaker
He told me to keep ya'
I tried to call, but I couldn't reach ya'
You blocked my number
I feel like— James [?], you block my jumper, goddamn
Funeral