Invisible Pain

Invisible Pain
I wear my broken smile
to deceive the eyes around me
i just want to go to sleep
my heart is growing tired
put out my fire
put out my light
ive lost my desire
ive lost my fight
And its invisible
the pain that hurts me here
i wish i could see it
make it dissappear
but its invisble, unpredictable
and totally inexcapable
Everything is so complicated
nothing makes sense
i would make things better
if i only knew how could do this
trying is useless
everything is upside down
just kill me with those sideways glares
its pointless to survive
i dont think anyone would care
just spread those silent lies
And its invisible
the pain that hurts me here
i wish i could see it
make it dissappear
but its invisible, unpredictable
and totally inexcapable
I feel my world fall to pieces
no one sees but me
the pain is so real
yet its never there to see
i reach out to catch it
but it always disappears
And its invisible
the pain that hurts me here
i wish i could see it
make it dissappear
but its invisble, unpredictable
and totally inexcapable
Ill keep my wordless tongue
bottle it inside
someday it will end
there will be no more tears to cry