Invece no (en inglés)

Invece no
Maybe it was enough to breathe
Just to breathe very slowly
To recuperate every heartbeat in me
And it doesn’t make sense now that you’re not here
Where are you now

Because I can’t get used to it yet
December’s here already
You’re not here, I waited for you until the end
However no, today no, there’s no time to explain it to you
And ask you if I loved you enough
I’m here and I want to talk to you now, now
Because the important things break in my teeth
These words you’ll never hear
And I submerge them in a lament, making them come out
They’re all for you, one by one here
I feel them now, they kiss and land between the two of us
If I don’t have you, I can’t repeat them
I can’t pronounce them
However they don’t take the memories
Of those days when we ran in the wind
I want to dream that I can talk to you now, now
However no, today no, there’s no time to explain it to you
I also had a thousand things to tell you
And in front of me, a thousand things that drag me to you

Maybe it was enough to breathe
Just to breathe very slowly
Today is part of it, however today, no
Maybe simply breathing slowly used to be enough for me. Each breath would help me regain my inner rhythm, but now that you're not here, it all feels so senseless...