In visible light

In visible light
How can time still drain every little beat of my heart?
In my time of need I want to destroy anything you are
Grief is the light
I cant deny Im afraid of you
Grief is the light
Im not afraid to deny

What have you ever denied?
Because youre just the one that had it all
While Im just the dice in your hands
And no, its not easy
Grief is the light
I cant deny Im afraid of you
Grief is the light
Im not afraid to deny
Will I suffer in vain?
Youre feeding all my fears
I cannot escape
Youre here in my head
Grief is the light
I cant deny Im afraid of you
Grief is the light
Im not afraid to deny