Up to you

Up to you
You gave me your hand so long ago
but now our house is burning, you're never home
I feel sick looking at our picture frames
I turned them down and I turned you away

I wanna hear your words my whole life
But now they cut me like a knife
Hiding under the covers crushing dreams
Am I your lover or your enemy?
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
you sure it's what you wanna do?
I'll leave it up to you
I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid
'Cause my blood is and body is numb
Oh God what did we become?
I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore
Buy anything I feel I choose to ignore
I pray that once my anger dies, I'll live
And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
you sure it's what you wanna do?
I'll leave it up to you

I know the love we had was real at one time
and if you give me one more chance I promise to try
Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
You'll always be part of my life
Yeah,at the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it's what you wanna do?
I'll leave it up to you
At the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
you sure it's what you wanna do?
I'll leave it up to you