When You’re Not There

When You’re Not There
It's the really new way you hold your head
It's like insanity is hanging on a thread
The flesh feels cold underneath your nails
And the look you give me never fails, never fails

I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don't care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you're not there
It's the interesting way you pierce my brain
It's within my urges but never the same
I love it when you help me, you crack a smile
The best is when you make it last a while, last a while
I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don't care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you're not there
Can't seem to get away
This ghost I'll never find
It haunts me till this day
I can't get back my time
I love the way you hurt me
I love that you don't care
My love is dark and twisted
And I scream when you're not there