What I Always Wanted

What I Always Wanted
(Opened up it's revealed)
Savor this
(don't get lost in the lie)
Hit or miss
Beside myself with doubt push on what's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
(It's what)(I)(thought)
I thought I found what I always wanted
Bare with me
Bare with me
certainty is not at hand
I can't keep my eyes shut
You talk not listen
I thought I found what I always wanted
Bare with me
Bare with me
I got what I always wanted
I got just what I always wanted