Faded

Faded
Yeah
Fuck, feel so alone
Mm
Alright, let's go
Yeah
Trapped in my head, got nothin' to lose
Don't understand why we all pick and choose
I question my life, I don't know what to do
I still do not get what had happened to you
You left me so broken, you left me so hurt
I stand on this bridge, yeah I guess I'll jump first
'Cause the life that I live, it just feels like a curse
I guess you'll just see me in the back of a hearse
'Cause I am so scared, I just don't get the point
Everyone hates me, is there even a choice?
Just sit back and chill, maybe smoke up a joint
'Till nothing is left, we can not hear the noise
I tried to fight hard, but it just fell apart
They ask me why, I put the black heart
It's 'cause I've been hurt, yeah back from the start
When I was so alone marked up with the scars
From the blade that is sharp

So don't tell me you care 'cause I know that you don't
I done give it all up yeah I'm just on my own
So damn scared to live, got no place to call home
'Cause I'm such a damn f*** up, I'm out of my zone
Everything I love has just sadly past
But no one cares, all they do is laugh
Beat me up and put me in a cast
Because they all know, they can't face the facts
But I fuc*** up, yeah I know what I did
It shouldn't determine the way that I live
But who even cares, I'll just end all this shit
I'm tired of hate, yeah I'm tired of bliss
Just let me pass without making a list
Say my goodbyes and I'll probably just fade
It is so much man, I can't take the pain
I just pray that one day, they'll all know my name
They'll call me Sal Sings