Chasing Shadows

Chasing Shadows
I'm sick and tired, it's like I don't exist
The world is pushing me into this darkness
Show me a sign, so I can let go of this fuc*** pain
I know I'm living life on burrowed time
I've made my bed, so I'm taking back mine
You sold me out, now I am waiting here to drown us both

When the mighty fall, watch me rise
Just to see you crawl, on your own
Another night on my own
Walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat bracing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark, drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain
Chasing shadows, I rise above you
Take the mistakes, and drink the poison
There’s nothing left I’ve given up on dreaming
I tell myself I’m better off just dead
Nothing matters, I’m a burden that feeds
You tell me that I’m worth something
Another night on my own
Walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat bracing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark, drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain

I stand alone, with your blood on my hands
And all I dream about is fuc*** revenge
Fuck you
I see you pleading, but it's too late to change
The tide has turned, I can't control what I'm thinking
My fingers bleeding as I slip you a smile
Your bodies numb as I stand at your funeral
Another night on my own
Walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat bracing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark, drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain