Defeat

Defeat
Wasting feeling breeding inside me
A shadow of something crawling behind me
And I´m pretending there´s nothing in there
But hearing those whispers makes me to believe

Here - I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet
Smell - In my breathe reminding smell of death
Dreams - In my head slowly fade away
The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be
The king - Inside my head seducing me to betray
You - The only one making myself me
The loss - In my life great it will be
The game - Is taking me and the prize is defeat
Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny
Best friend I´ve ever met
Hands stretching up to reach the sky
Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay
Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down
Into the world I know the world of sadness
Room - In my heart empty as a well
Still - Waiting for the victory to take
In vain - I´ve lost this game before I´ve even born
Defeat - My destiny all I ever get