My Oxygen

My Oxygen
You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe

You were my oxygen ‘til I forgot how to breathe
No reprieve from the pain I got with my heart on my sleeve
I can't believe I couldn't perceive all those little white lies
From the devil on your shoulder to your little bright eyes
And there's no wonder I got no oxygen
I felt so boxed up tryna fit inside the box that you were locked up in
I couldn't free you from your cage and that was my mistake
I felt so out of place up in your state until I got up and I escaped
I'm done with being passive aggressive
I loved you but you wanted to love all others until I got the message
Then you hit me up like you regret it
Blamed everybody else for the decisions you made but it happened and you let it
God dammit, you helped me fall apart
It was the start of a different me, became someone I wouldn't be and you called it false
I'm not saying that you should blame yourself for everything because I was the one who believed we could have it different, it was all my fault
The phone is off the wall
Our love is off the table
Just know you made it fall
And there's no aftermath just after that I changed up
Everytime the stories told people think its made up
You can't thank love but you can dive into madness
I didn't understand heartbreak until I had it
Now all my tracks carry sadness and I don't understand why I record my therapy for the masses
But I guess it comforts me to tell my story
And if no one listens then it might be boring
You were the one who told me to start recording
Shits silly right?
Funny how you used to be my thought from morning to night
I say this all despite I'm over you
Least, thats the thought
Over when you thought we needed space when we're not even astronauts
Seems like karma had a master plot
Now I learned my lesson when trusting so
I thank you for that
On and afterthought and now I'm gone like

You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You-
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You were
My oxygen
I forgot, I forgot, I forgot how to breathe
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You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You were, you were
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You-
My oxygen
You were, you were
I forgot how to breathe
You were
My oxygen
I forgot, I forgot, I forgot how to breathe