My Life

My Life
It's so violent
when you are silent
i'm so easily frightened
i can smell the changing
stinks of something rotting
not so pretty now my dear

my life
more than it ever was
my life
i live it just because
no day is safe
with you around
i'm scared but more
scared of myself
are you within
am i without
you keep changing
all the rules
and i always seem to lose
nothing is certain anymore
my life
more than it ever was
my life
i love it just because
leave me !
my life
more than it ever was
my life
i live it just
because.........