Im the secret

Im the secret
And i just fell in the deep end,
like a lush without her weekend
but i wrote this for you kid.
its not what i wanted, i need it.
but man its a long trip,
from all the crazy things I've seen in this world
I'm blessed, I guess.

But what if i was a secret,
and you couldn't keep it.
and i swear i saw something good in your eyes before.
and if i sang it in the right key
and i asked you politely for you to find a way home.
i find it difficult to sleep when all the walls they just seem to
speak to me.
and its kind of funny that i laugh because my hearts so fuc*** up
i can barely stand up
the sights and sounds of the cars outside,
the red and greens on the traffic lights
that the only thing i got is this,
the only thing i want is this...
memories that make me smile,
a girl to stand there so she can admire the way
i can never ever really keep my hands to myself.
but the alcohol it taste so sweet,
when its mixed with lies and defeat of
all the battles i lost and lost again.

but what if i was a secret,
and you couldn't keep it.
and i swear i saw something good in your eyes before.
and if i sang it in the right key
and i asked you politely for you to find a way home.
but what if you were the secret,
and i didn't see it
and i swear to god i wish these thoughts of mine
could create the sunshine
as beautiful as your eyes I'd paint this night sky.
and its not like you need this,
i just wanted you to see it
tonight.