Sentiments Of You

Sentiments Of You
I feel the blood rushing up,
the words from you like a blow to the sternum,
I can't hold back now,
my mouth is watering two fold,
with the flavor of myself in the meaning,
I lost my head again,
where did we go wrong?
my concern,
I lost my head again,
but this time the apology is
written across your face with unhealed lacerations,
as I choke on the things
I wish I had said blame me and go ahead
with your life as you always did,
and force my stomach to
purge the words I might have
eaten in a victorious feast of self-indulgence.

I simply lost my head again,
I lost it all when
I heard your voice in a tone like the storm
that never strays,
from the sepulcher
I call my mind
. Sentiments of you,
they will never stray.