Origami

Origami
I make a fold and
then I unfold it
I make a fold and
then turn it over the edge
I make a song and
then I unsong it
I make a song and
try to unfold it with care
I'm afraid to ruin all my calculations
and have it be absolutely assymetrical
Could it still be beautiful with imperfections?
if it's honestly
vulnerable

I get in a rhythm
then I just complicate it
I make a rhythm
just to indulge myself in it
Get in a rhythm
stop trying to make a statement
seriously, get in a rhythm!
try not to break it this time
focus, focus, focus, focus
I'm afraid to sabotage my preparation
and have it be
a pathetic waste of my time
Am i still an artist if my songs are shapeless?
if I'm honestly,
honestly,
honestly vulnerable