Look At Me Now

Look At Me Now
This is a different story
I've turned another page
My hands are weaker
And my eyes are showing age
I never wanted much from life
Only what was real
But real is something the mind creates
And the heart believes

Don't promise me anything
I cannot believe
Because I once did
And look at me now
I followed you so far down
I still can't get out
I see my face in the mirror
But I don't recognize my thoughts
I lived on your lies for so long
I became so cynical
I wrote twenty fuc*** up songs
About trust, love and hope
Don't promise me anything
I cannot believe
Because I once did
And look at me now
This is no love story
Just the opposite you see
It's about how the promise of it
Blinded me