As This Body Betrays Me

As This Body Betrays Me
Never.
I never felt this alone.
Cant stop it feels like I'm drowning
I'm drowning.
Guilt that still pools in me
sink to the bottom
Take everything
and I feel nothing
why can't i self bring
myself to say

Accept no apology
your words are still killing me
i wish i was anyone or anywhere but now
I wish that my life was free
i'd prove my mortality
I guess that i know this life would be the death of me
Hate Me
don't hate me
moments are lost
the trsh lies in piece
betray me
you hate me
everything lost
these walls are still killing me
Take everything
and I feel nothing
why cant i self bring
myself to say
Accept no apology
your words are still killing me
i wish i was anyone or anywhere but now
And when everything and everything is wrong
And when everything and everything feels wrong
And when everything and everything is wrong
And when everything is wrong