I'm Fine

I'm Fine
I can't deny
I'm paralysed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same
And every time
You ask me how im feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
I don't know why
I'm terrified of everything
Just to call the doctor seems daunting

For most of my life
I've felt a sharp uncertainty
Now it's just become a part of me
I can't deny
I'm paralysed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same
And every time
You ask me how im feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
It's hard to stay true
To myself and to you
I can't measure up to
This girl you thought you knew
This aching in my heart
Is tearing me apart
But darling all your love
Is somehow not enough