And Then I Start Again

And Then I Start Again
You're throwin' stones at me from glass houses
I'm searchin' in all of the wrong places
Strong words that penetrate and break skin
"Forever's not too far away"
Then my heart starts to atrophy
And then I brace myself for a catastophre
And then I hold my breath until there's nothin' left
And then I wake up bruised and start again

Between the deep blue sea and the devil
I'm digging my own grave with a shovle
Roads paved with good intentions and gravel
"Forever's not too far away"
Then my heart starts to atrophy
And then I brace myself for a catastophre
And then I hold my breath until there's nothin' left
And then I wake up bruised and start again