What I See I Despise

What I See I Despise
It’s been feeding on every dark thought in me
Spreading rumors in my mind
Building anger in my heart
Burning hatred in my eyes
Now I see through all the lies
What I see I despise
What I see I recognize

I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth
To find the places I’ve been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse
Now I see
You need me to put your weakness on
I spit on the hand you offer
Spit on the fuc*** words your speak
You will never find me trusting
You will never me weak
What I see I despise
What I see I recognize
It’s all sickening to me
All these good intentions
I remember all the times you let me down
When I found myself alone
All the times you weren’t around
Left me time to think
Who you are
What you give
What I need
What I see I despise
What I see I recognize
I don’t need no one but me!
I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth
To find the places I’ve been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse