Emotionaless

Emotionaless
Hey dad
I’m writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we’re all right?
Well we’re all right
We’re all right

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok,
But we’re all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive yeah I'm still alive
The days i spent so
Cold so hungry
Full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep
Inside this tatooed body
Theres things i'll take
To my grave
But im okay
I'm okay
Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why werent you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mothers heart
You broke your children for life
Its not ok
But were all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now Im writing just to let you know that Im still alive
I'm still Alive

Sometimes…
I forgive
And this time
I’ll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok,
But we’re all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I’m writing just to let you know that Im still alive
And sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I’ll admit, that I miss you, I miss you
Hey dad