What If?

What If?
Been disconnected for so long
And left my mark here along the way
So many years have come and gone
So many fears have remained the same
I see a faith
I swim and play
Yet drowning all possibilities
Beyond what I believe and know
I cut the cord free of home again

It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
I lost my hope along the way
I lost my hope along the way
It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
What if
What if
What if
It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A demon deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me
What if
What if
What if