Vapors

Vapors
I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I've been deceived by all the flowers-planted around me
Sweet smell replaced by all the vapors
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can't you see I'm what I want to be
I've been misunderstood about my being around

I can't seem to stop letting people down
Or that's what they say
I still don't care about them or what they're thinking
It's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers
Now I know what my destiny is
It's the ultimate rift in the little will I have
I'm not gonna last till the end
I'm still my only friend
Now I know what to do