It Doesn't Really Matter

It Doesn't Really Matter
It doesn't really matter that I loved you
How many reasons call
It doesn't really matter at all
It doesn't really matter that I failed to
Break down your father's wall
It doesn't really matter at all

Why tell me you don't understand when you do
I thought I had something to say
But it doesn't really matter at all...
I changed my name to be rid of the things that I want from you
It's strange but the name is a name and the truth is a truth
Oh, there is always, always someone there to remind me
So I learn to live with shame
I tell myself I feel no pain
But I do and if I have to tell you
Then it doesn't really matter at all...
And it's no good looking back
Because time is a thief and I believe that I'm too old for that
We're just saying the things that we have said forever
It doesn't really matter that I loved you
How many reasons fall
It's too bad
It really doesn't matter at all