This Hell

This Hell
I'm always running from my self
I get high to become somebody else
I guess I'm alive but I'm not well
And my mind is trapped inside this hell
My sanity is burning
I don't know where I'll go from here
I've been on the wrong tracks for so many years
I've made all my loved ones shed their tears
Will I end up the way they fear?

Everything's burning
I'm always running from my self
And pretending to be somebody else
And yes I'm alive but I'm not well
I'm tired of burning in this hell
Man I'm sick of burning
It's been a while since I've had a taste
Yea everything hurts everything aches
I don't want to face all my mistakes
I'm craving that sweet poison escape
I'm tired of hurting
I'm so sick of burning
I'm always running from my self
I get high to become somebody else
Yes I am alive but I'm not well
And my mind is trapped inside this hell
Momma please do not shed any more tears
I refuse to keep giving into my fear
I am alive but I'm not well
It's time to get out of this hell
I'm always running from my self
I get high to become somebody else
I guess I'm alive but I'm not well
And my mind is trapped inside this hell
I'm always running from my self
And pretending to be somebody else
Yes I'm alive but I'm not well
I'm tired of burning in this hell
Everything's burning