Much like falling

Much like falling
When I said good morning
I was lying
I was truly thinking of
How I might quit waking up
He pointed out how selfish
It would be kill myself
So I keep waking up
It feels so much like falling
Dying while I wait to die
The fear of something or nothing
Lonely empty lie

I don't want to be a liar
I don't want to be selfish anymore
I want so much to change
Learning your love everyday
There's still so much to know
You grip my wrists
I let go
It feels so much like falling
Separated from the fear
Aware of a destination far away from here
It feels so much like falling
Separated from the fear
Aware of a destination far away from here
Far away from here