So Broken

So Broken
If i saw myself crossing the road,
i would put my foot down, slam it to the ground
i'd want it to hurt... it's what i deserve
And if i found myself drowning at sea
i would take the anvil that you gave me
calmly and quietly to the ocean floor
And i'm so broken,
and whats worse, i've broken others.
each lie i've spoken
seemed to lead to another
And if i found myself dancing in flames
and you offered me wings
i would remain...
calmly and quietly, ashes to the floor