My Own Requiem

My Own Requiem
I go under and write
Death in my feet, there is no God,
My seed falls down
Its here, the love´s law
the gates're open and the pain flows.
Death, take me with you
and fill me with forgetfulness
take me in the night
when everybody´s sleep.

I go under and write:
true lies, blue, infernal is my life
tribute to the pain,
pain lies from my tummy.
Blue; the girl's stairs doesn't exist
Not feeling loved.
Not feeling wanted.
I hate myself.
I hate I am.
Who I've become?
I want to be anyone;
Anyone.
Just find a hope
just find the way
just try
to be yourself.
who I've become
I want to be anyone.
Anyone.
Death, take me with you
and fill me with forgetfulness
take me in the night
when everybody´s sleep.
I go under and write..
There's nothing here,
there is no future,
just the nought's pain...
my body and the incinerator are nothing