Sleeping or awake?

Sleeping or awake?
Am I sleeping or am I awake
What makes you think you can treat me this way
I have been waited for you all of my life
Finally your here for me
You'll see
You’re not the person I thought you to be
Frankly I can't see that wonderful person in my thoughts
anymore
I can't see the gleam in your eyes
That was once there before
Don't try to be someone your not
I have been loved the person you used to be
Why did you have to change
Am I sleeping or am I awake
I can't believe I have spent all of these days just
waiting for a person that no longer exists

I will keep looking for the person that once was here
I sometimes see him deep inside of you
I sometimes see a little bit of that glisten in your eyes
But the voice that’s coming through
It isn’t the one I am used to hearing or the one I
thought I knew
What happened to all those good times
At the movies and pinics in the park
The games that we used to play until our curfew at dark
I used to call you up on the phone and you'd be so happy
to hear me
We used to go fishing in that big pond and watch football
on that flat screen TV
I don't know weather it’s a dream or weather is real but
it doesn’t really seem to matter
Because the person I used to know.. is gone
So I'm just going to keep persisting
Until I find the real you...