A Stain To Never Fade

A Stain To Never Fade
You'll always be to me
A stain to never fade
The worst mistake I've made
A blemish on an otherwise detestable career
A studied insincere
But I'll always be to you
A record overplayed
The rain on your parade

Will you never look at me
And see beautiful again
I would I were the same
But I look for always
I don't want to understand
To make it go away
Or hush myself when I just want to say
Will you never be to me
A surface kind of friend
I do believe that this is not the end
It's not the end
I'll always be to you
A stain to never fade
The worst mistake you've made
An episode to file under \"never try again\"
I would I were the same
But I want to be your adrenaline
The redness across your chest
Oh lover I confess
Though you'll always be to me
A stain to never fade
I'd do it all again
Because I look for always
And still I stand with the persistence of an idiot
Still I stand will I say
Hell, I do believe that this is not the end