I've to do lvl 23 before server crush down

I've to do lvl 23 before server crush down
questions torture you in akward moments
i find truble in every situation
moments, pervaded by endless loneliness, filled up with out of focus pixels
shared, among the files contained in some folders
simple bits that flow, leaving traces in my mind's logs.(x2)
hit me when i'm down on my knees to get ahold of my life again(x2)
try to kill me because the desire of losing the two of us will grow in me