Not Once Not Ever

Not Once Not Ever
Hello my dear friend
your reputation quite true
These are thoughts I've held on
& saved inside for you
I remember... couldn't trust
you once, not ever
Maybe it's been two years
it could be three
you know it's hard to recall
I was younger I thought it was me
maybe you were someone else then too
I remember... couldn't trust
you once, not ever
It's the same old thing
You know I said it from the start
that living together is something you do
married is something you are
now...
I remember... couldn't trust
you once, not ever
& even after all this
I writing to you now
to be reminded of it all
Darling can you hear me
do you understand
our best decisions so often were unplanned
I remember... couldn't trust
you once, not ever
not ever... not ever... not ever