White Lies

White Lies
I've got a confession
I've got a secret
On the tip of my tongue and it's bleeding out
You know I've got my reasons
This suffocating feeling
And the voice in my head is bleeding out
And I don't think that I'll ever really change
This is not how I'm made

This is not how I'm made
Cos I think I've lost half my mind
Fighting my addiction I've been killing, wasting time, I'm not alright
And I can do it if I want to
I can do it if I want to
I don't care if it hurts me
I care if I hurt you
Blinded by these white lines
Feeling like I'm divine
Never reaching cloud nine
And I feel like giving up
Enough's never enough I divorced all my love
Why won't you give up?
Cos I don't think that I'll ever really change
This is not how I'm made
Cos I think I've lost half my mind
Fighting my addiction I've been killing, wasting time, I'm not alright
And I can do it if I want to
I can do it if I want to
I don't care if it hurts me
I care if I hurt you
I need help I've gotten myself lost again
I can't do it on my own
I don't know what to do
Please don't go Just help me
I can't do this on my own
Stay, stay with me
I think I've lost half my mind
Fighting my addictions
I've been chasing the white light I'm not, I'm not alright.
And I can do it if I want to
You know I'll do it if I want to
Cos I don't care if it hurts me
I care if I hurt you
With my white lines
And my white lies
My white lines My white lies