Trying

Trying
The years have gone by
And I still think of you.
Couldn't sleep at night,
I was just thinking what to do.
All I wanted was to see that you cared,
But wen the time was right,
You were never there.
Tonight I saw you and I knew this day would come,
I wanted to show you that I'm really not that dumb.

Look at me looking better than you ever did
I want to show you something that I know we never had
Even tho I tried I couldn't walk away
Couldn't say things I really had to say to you anymore
But I'm trying not try anymore.
Trying not to try.
Been waitin' for this moment for too long
And I want it so bad but I know its wrong
Why can't you feel the way I do for you
Why do I keep holding on
Trying I'm trying not to try
Trying I'm trying not to try