Goodbye

Goodbye
Avoiding thoughts about the after life
Hiding my face from the light
Window closed, no air inside
Still I try to put on a smile
But I'm not worried,
I'm just okay
I washed of all my sins today
But I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of letting go...
'Cause I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of letting you know...
That I'm not ready...
But soon I'll learn to say goodbye.

As you sit down there by my bed
And ask me how I am today
I never thought I'd be one of those
Who cannot even say what I don't wanna do
And I'm not worried,
I'm just okay...
oooohhh...
Washed of all my sins today
But I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of letting go...
'Cause I'm afraid...
I'm afraid of letting you know...
That I'm not ready...
But soon I'll learn to say goodbye.
I'm not ready...
But soooon I'll say goodbye.