So Cold

So Cold
haaa people got issues man you gotta do something about that
you talking about me like, like you fuc*** know me man, like
its funny man, i go to sleep and i laugh at it
it dont even bother me nomore
yea like, listen

(1st Verse)
its times like these where i feel regret
when i gotta work for this worthless check
that dont pay for shit
i never finished school what do you expect?
me to be cool? yes? no i dont think so
go back to school they tell me
but what if i start drowning are you gonna be there to bail me?
i dont think so, so please save the talk for someone else
i feel like i shoulda been someone else
but damn im not im stuck in this hell spot
i failed to prevail so let my ass rot
i wish i was an abortion but im afraid not
a portion of my life is happy im here
the rest is a blank spot
shit will change iummm i think not
i hate my life i bet you hate yours too
but whats your reason for being this fuc*** miserable
people tell you to be positive how do u take that?
when shit around you is negative and you cant catch a break jack
(Hook)
why do i feel this way
i said why do i feel this way
see i got too much weight on my shoulder blades
how much more weight can i take?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
man im sick and tired of all this shit im wired and how could you
be so cold

(2nd Verse)
dennis its cool dont you listen to them
they just pissed at you man
they just mad your doin shit better then them
i swear you dope f*** what they think
they can all suck a dick
suckers die they all fuc*** stink
they shit, shit dont take it personal
this is the world we live in
shit stains and uranels
complex self steem issues
so they diss you
to up themselves
and make themselves feel special
understand your up there
up where? up here!
nobody can touch here!
motherfuc*** you nuts yea!
you are not a quitter
you are sicker then most of these litter stains
so stop feeling bitter
about yourself
you know they suck dick
youre much bigger
you function on a different level
your something like a ton bigger
your tounge is fungus
your skill is humungous
you know it so f*** it
dont listen to these dumb kids
(Hook)
why do i feel this way
i said why do i feel this way
see i got too much weight on my shoulder blades
how much more weight can i take?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
man im sick and tired of all this shit im wired and how could you
be so cold

(talking)
the world is a cold ass place man
you cant quit, if you quit you might as well call yourself dead
you know what im saying so keep moving
dont take shit personal dont let it get it to you
dont let them get the best of you man
(3rd Verse)
i look toward my goal so i move forward i know
if i stop now im proving that im no
good and these haters win
i wont let that happen again
im a fighter (lighter sparking) a lighter bitch
im on fire till i retire
i took a break to rewire my wires
im robocop back from the dead
the show dont stop
till i roll over rot
i know that im hot
i dont need people to tell me that
not even school that held me back
can me tell me that im a failure
ill nail ya coffin ill soften your hard image
im starving and its
kinda crazy how i keep eating
without taking a break
or drinking a shake in between
breathes that i barely take
or some water to wash down this awful taste
i wonder if anyone out there can relate
man im losing any grasp i have on my faith
cuz im so raw but still no record deal on my plate
half of these fuck*** cant even see me
the other half wanna be me
the ones that dont know me
dont know that im killin beats easy
man im mad i cant understand it
tell the planet to kiss my ass
and grab this ladder and cram it, damn it

(Hook)
why do i feel this way
i said why do i feel this way
see i got too much weight on my shoulder blades
how much more weight can i take?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
how could you be so cold
huh huh?
man im sick and tired of all this shit im wired and how could you
be so cold