One Thousand Apologies

One Thousand Apologies
There you stood in disbelief,
Trying all you could to see through these lies
And every word that I could breathe,
Would you find more inclined to leave, but I tried
And knowing what I´ve done to you,
With every thought you suffer through
My heart as black as evil can
And everything I could have been,
Erased by what I wanted then
I couldn´t think a lesser man

All the delicate ways
That I deepened our graves
My apology pales
Oh, the pain in your eyes
My regrets have never know such sorrow
Oh, the shame that you hide
Resolutions are the same tomorrow
So now I reap what I heve sewn,
and any rapture I had
shown has blend dry
And I walked the streets alone,
accepting pain I´d never
known, as you died
Then I hurt myself to see it too
to feel the knife I put in you
My heart as broken as my ways
I never shuld´ve let it pass,
this fall was never meant to
last
The reason gone and damage stays