Ripeness of an understanding

Ripeness of an understanding
I don't want to broke another heart
I just want to give you another chance
but my forgiveness are always wrong
and you'll keep me under pressure
indignant of my acts
give me up right now
i'll miss the mess you made at me
but they kept me under pressure

Is this a lifeless body?
or my faith is running out myself
i'm speechless at your side
and blinded by your light
tell me why I can't live without you
your name reminds me of my first time
skip the light, 'cause my night is not getting old
you're just a far way, i'm just a worthless crime
I'm just a worthless crime