Sellout

Sellout
I lost myself in a whirlwind
Of hate and disregard
Cut off my wings
No regrets
I didn’t give a f*** about anyone
Thought i was alone with my despair
Beside myself
With grief and anger
Convinced that no one cared

I lost myself inside my rage
I burned the pieces
I fanned the flames
Do i trust what i see, are my eyes lying to me
The face in the mirror is scum
All that i hate i become
Do i trust what see, this can’t be happening to me
The face in the mirror is scum
All that i hate i become
Buried myself
In a grave that i dug with a smile
To hide the pain
Degrade myself
Convinced that i deserve the pain that i felt
My suffering will never end
Until i let it go
I found myself
Inside the pain
I forged new pieces
I fanned the flame
I lost myself
I found myself
All that i hate i become