Misery

Misery
Still seeking wisdom
Something to fulfill my expectations
Embrace my needs
I have lived in solitude for so long
Broken every record to maintain strong
Shadows dancing on the wall
Nail marks embedded in the concrete wall.

I walk alone on this path
Searching for answers; searching for love
Regret the acts from the past; disguised as light
I uncover a window; I fill the room with light
I struggle for my life; revived for a second
disguised as light.
This is my misery
This is my doom
The path I choose to walk
The burden I have to seclude.
I'm done with freedom
I'm done with every other excuse
To remain safe
A life in solitude's a waste
Taking every measure to maintain alone
I'm sick with this life, I need a change
I'm getting lonely, I'm getting strange.