Dying but alive

Dying but alive
sometimes i feel like i´m done
i´m nothing, i´m nothing
the end is near to come
what am i to do but run?
i´m fading, a´m fading
beneath the surface i am done
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive

i am near them but i want just
(self-seeking) is what you forbid me
as i am lying in the dust
i´m crumbling, i´m crumbling
staring up...my god
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive
i am dying but alive