Used to Spend

Used to Spend
Talking trash
I like to have fun
Stop making sense
Start acting dumb
I wanna have some self control
I wanna be sincere
But nothing's ever really free when you're living in fear
Out of the fog and finally feeling fine
My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time
Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?
I used to spend so much time alone

Higher than high
I wanna be bad
Compete with myself
See how much I can stand
I'd ask you to stay
But my pride is too strong
I would rather be alone than ask for what I want
Out of the fog and finally feeling fine
My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time
Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?
I used to spend so much time alone