Last Firstborn

Last Firstborn
Oh man, I can't believe that you did what they said
you did and to this day I've still gotta say that in
my mind I question it I wish I knew what you had
meant before you went and left me wondering to
just an echo of your voice
'listen...listen…listen…listen'

Now I wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playing
with a razorblade and wonder if I have the
balls at all or am I gonna be afraid where are
you? what do you think? cuz I’m not sure when
knocking at death's door if I will be welcome in
or be left alone outside
[Chorus]
I hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness
surround the shape on the ground the
killer straight up and a body face
down (firstborn-last one)
I hear the
din of the screams, sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free
and my legacy hear a voice from a
shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)
I guess there comes a point when you
think to yourself "this isn't worth it, it
isn't worth it" and now I feel what you felt, and now I feel what you felt inside brother
and now I feel what you felt
this isn't worth it, it isn't worth it

[Chorus]
I hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness
surround the shape on the ground the
killer straight up and a body face
down (firstborn-last one)
I hear the
din of the screams, sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free
and my legacy hear a voice from a
shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one--listen)
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.
I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.

Live a life in hell through a mortal shell asphyxiating
smell for a crime lifetime imagination
locked in a cell and to the other
firstborn, I see the same scene that
must play over in your mind and now
how much more I'm sure it's fuc*** with
your head just like it's fuc*** up mine.
"listen my son-firstborn last one"
the message you sent out to me-I can not
change what's meant to be
the message you sent out to me-I can not
change what's meant to be
What am I supposed to do now?
I hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
[hit its mark hit its mark]
I see the darkness
surround the shape on the ground the
killer straight up and a body face
down
[body face down body face down]
[Chorus]
I hear the
din of the screams, sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen)

I see a heart set free
and my legacy hear a voice from a
shadow that is beckoning me
(my son)
I hear the sound of a heart
from the shadow in the dark
waiting for the poison to hit its mark
(listen--my son)
I see the darkness
surround the shape on the ground the
killer straight up and a body face down
(firstborn-last one)
I hear the
din of the screams, sorrow in streams
the smell of farewell and gasoline
(listen--my son)
I see a heart set free
and my legacy hear a voice from a
shadow that is beckoning me
(firstborn-last one)
Firstborn
You are the last one -- Firstborn