One Without the Other

One Without the Other
I'm constantly moving on involuntarily from what I used to be
And how I'm meant to be
Can I carry on? Life seems to keep scaring me
Without my brother I'm so lost and faced with insecurity
Capsized and violent, holding troubles against my brothers
As if we've never been one with without the other
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn
I try to reach out, hold your presence
These captured memories I won't forget
Capsized and violent, holding troubles against my brothers
As if we've never been one with without the other
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn

With any passion of fun or dance
Just a pun, just a joke or a fake
Personally, it's not easy to please you
It makes me grind on my teeth
And when I have a blank canvas
Vacuumed from the choices
I must break my heart and say nothing
These tiny fragments in my head are telling me
It's not safe to question you
So I'll pretend this is the truth
I'm constantly moving on involuntarily from what I used to be
Can I carry on?
Escape and reshape
A plan or a play to invade space
I couldn't reach
As the ravens give meaning
I bleed this distrust to you
I try to reach out, hold your presence
These captured memories I won't forget
Capsized and violent holding, troubles against my brothers
As if we've never been one with without the other
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn