Freaking myself out

Freaking myself out
They say my life annoys everyone
And they wish someday I learn to shut up
And when I appear there’s nobody near
I just need you to be here
What if I said that I am more than what you see?
I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t believe
That all that I have are quite good intentions
You don’t pay me much attention

Every time I see you I go round and round
And I’m hoping that someday you’ll change your mind
Don’t try to blame me for everything I am
Cause I am freaking myself out
Such is life, and that’s all I know
I wasn’t ready to lose what I lost
You left without me, without any warning
I’m used to feeling this lonely
What if I said that I am more than what you see?
I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t believe
That all that I have are quite good intentions
You don’t pay me much attention