What I Have I Done?

What I Have I Done?
My heart is breaking as i walk alone
my spirit's aching out here on my own
following a dream too good to be true
is there any hope, tell me what can i do?
My tears are burning, living in despair
i turn my head to god, is he really there
looking for answers, nowhere else to turn
all those years for nothing, did i ever learn?
What have i done?
i turned my back on you
the only one who ever loved me
My life's a ruin, i labored in vain
all i feel is sorrow, spend my days in shame
words come to haunt me, visions in my head
wishing i was someone else, wishing i was dead!
What have i done?
i turned my back on you
the only one who ever loved me
How can i deny it
now i'm all alone, all alone
What have i done?
i turned my back on you
the only one who ever loved me